Tuesday, May 27, 2008

vanessa

you may like somethings i may say, and you may not like things i may say... but nevertheless i will say them so make sure to laugh and smile and do the pretend to stab me action hehehe no dont do that actually.

As children, INTPs are inwardly focused, often enjoying their won thoughts more than the company of others (lol they forgot to add stubborn but very determined).

They are full of questions, sometimes voiced, most often not (you are full of questions, lots of questions and most voiced tho there sometime appears the unvoiced personal questions).

INTP children often challenge and even stump their elders (lol i know when i was young that if you try to stump pillow elders as children it usually involves slippers connecting with the butt in a very fast motion, which is probably the case for you).

They enjoy fantasy (LOL yes but would only let you know if other party sez it first to cover for her secret love for the fantasy genre), mysteries (definite yess.... so yes that it involves her creating possible scenarios and usually valid conclusions that lead to solving the mystery before the, for example, movie has even started), inventing (hmmmM not usually your strong point except with food hence the magnificent creations you make me eat), thinking and doing things that may be somewhat atypical for other children of their age, and they sense their uniqueness early on (haha yesss very unique and atypical behavior has been observed)

If INTPs are fond of books or games, it is likely that their choices will be the current rage (i dont think rage is the correct word but more like sophisticated popular).

If and INTP is fond of music, it is likely to be of and unusual sort (LOL o god plz 3 letters need only describe....myv).

INTPs tend to either respect and go along with society's rules (yess you are somewhat of a citizen that abides by the rules tho there is no need for me to say it hah), or to question and rebel against them (hahaha yes you are quite the rebel, more active during high school wen your stubborn levels were through the roof). Their response to these rules depends on how the rules might affect them. When INTPs do not like the rules (LOL), they are quick to find the flaws in the rule makers' thinking, regardless of their status, position in the hierarchy, or renown (yesss even if your life was at stake you would go beyond to prove your point... tho i only hyperbolize for the sake of making my blog more interesting and to draw you in).

As young adults choosing careers, INTPs either set a course and work toward it quietly yet forcefully (hahah forcefully! but i think it should be replaced with effort) or continue to resist and rebel against society's expectations and irrational rules (i think rebeling against society's expectations was more of something to do with high school since nowadays such things do not matter since we all daisuki money ^^v ). They may either focus in depth on a major interest or move from one interest to another without showing others - friends, colleagues, and bosses - their reasons why (hahaha i think determination is one good reason why... and probably coz you thought that it was futile to tell others if it was rather pointless coz you hate pointless... unless it was a mouse on a computer coz you NEED the pointer). It is the process, the quest, that has been most interesting to them (+ the result). Once they have found the answer, they do not often share it because the answer is obvious, and documenting the obvious is redundant (lol i dont need to comment on this one). This attitude includes a tendency not to response or speak up in groups, because the INTP feels that what he or she was going to say seems so obvious that no one would want to hear it (LOL and thats where a bit of the mysteriousness + coolness comes from). As INTPs mature, they continue their quest for logical purity, but now it includes more balance in their activities (i dont think you have vestibular problems).

The INTP is a relentless learner in areas that hold his or her interest (yesss very determined in this department.... so determined that sleeep becomes lacking at some points... and then when you need a break you clean your room at 2AM in the morning which does NOT at all point to any symptoms of OCD which is probably the reason why your room is so messy hahahaha once agen hyperbolized for pure enjoyment). They often seem 'lost in thought,' and this characteristic appears very early (hmmmM lost in thought... probably the cause of you not listening to me... right???? @_@). INTPs enjoy the life of the mind and the learning process, regardless of whether that process takes place in a formal sense (you know you like to study... just the environment sometimes happens to not be so supportive eg. the computer that deletes all your uni files hehehe). They are often characterized as life-long learners.

In school (yeah i think this test was targetted for the high schoolers... even though high schoolers have a billion other websites where they can put all their personal information on but only go with the most popular of choices, facebook, wen i think that facebook is good for those who have finished high school and do not get in touch with old friends like us old farts...but anyway i cant lotl coz famil sleeping), well-rounded INTPs work on their assignments with a great deal of inward energy and interest that is usually not apparent to others (the english essay you did kinda blew me away... like the anime thing wen the wind blows in at important parts... made me realise something very important that i thought i had long forgotten, and also realised that even though i had a creative mind i was shit at creating). They tend to connect unrelated thoughts. As learners, they are able to find logical flaws in the thinking of others (LOL which is why most ppl came to you for problems). They analyze these flaws and find ideas for further study. They go to great depths in their analysis (LOL and i kno you go into so much depth but yet you dont tell us the depth of your analysis... unless asked of course).

INTPs contribute a logical, system-building approach to their work. They like being the architect of a plan, because of the scheming and thinking involved, far more than being the implementer of that plan. Implementation tends to be drudgery. They are content to sit back and think about what might work, given their view of the situation (as content as you are, i think you like to control ppl to do your bidding... your little manipulation trick hahaha). INTPs may ignore standard operating procedures. The hours that they spend are not what is important to them (oh yes it is... for vanessa time is important), but rather the completion of their thought process (this is important too but also results matter). When their projects are of interest to them, they can become mesmerized and may even work through the night (yes i agree, though i think focus is the word and high distinctions to beat me is the motivation). when their projects are not intriguing, their work is considered drudgrery, and the INTP finds it difficult to stay motivated (hahah yesss lack of motivation wen its boring... but u manage to finish).

INTPs usually find a place in their work for using their logical and structured thinking. They enjoy work that allows them to abstract, to generalize beyond the data, and to build models. Flexibility is desired because INTPs like to 'do the job when they want to do it and as they want to do it.' (this also translates to not do the job wen not want to do lol) They also prefer occupations in which the hierarchy is minimal and not important (yess your dislike for those who claim or act to be in a higher positional status is sumthing that i kno of hahaha). This attitude seems from their firm belief that, to be legitimate, a hierarchy should be built on the competency of individuals who are logically placed according to their talents (a very positive attitude indeed despite the complaining).

Some occupations seem to be more attractive to INTPs: biologist (no you dont like easy-kills like biology), chemist (you are a chemist), computer programmer (no), computer system analyst (LOL def. no), lawyer (hahaha i wondered watever happened to your dream of lawyer), photographer (hahaha youd definitely be good at photography, but im worried about the fact of sexual harassment and breach of privacy landing you in jail), psychologist (very good field for you but i wouldnt want you in this field because youll find out the secrets that tinker my tonker), researcher, surveyor, writer and other occupations that allow them to use their logical thinking in appropriate ways.

For the INTP, love has three distinct phases: falling in, staying in, and getting out (LOL well ill be damned, sounds familiar =P in my younger days, last year, i thought that it was such a pointless cycle and came to the point where i despised dating. i became bitter towards the word love and the whole notion of it. i thought love was only an evolutionary tool that God mustve somehow created to create drama and most importantly to continue the population. i also thought it was very stupid of you to break up with me, who is in my opinion a great guy. LOL but through my various self realisation journeys and experiences and of course the time i spend with you, i realised that it was because of love i was brought closer to you and even still now. i think i was broken hearted due to some wild notion of love i had that had broken down. but because of that i also learned to carve my own definition and notions of love into my canvas and into my heart gyahahaha and also love isnt wat ppl say it is... for ppl to even comprehend it would mean they do not put it in such high regards and misuse the word. i also learned that love isnt the word to describe how i feel for you, which i then discovered that they havent invented a word yet that can transcend love at the moment even if it sounded as bad as 'i totally put you in higher regards then love itself', but then agen to even comprehend it would mean i dont put it in high regards, so instead of making a word for it i will just gladly continue feeling this feeling. if theres anything selfish i would ever do its to say this: im always here, if you ever want to reignite the flames that once moved mountains [in your heart haha but not only am i talking about reigniting but even the possibility to create a new flame that burns all eg. amaterasu. oh and it wouldnt be just an ordinary flame relationship i can promise that lol] then im always here. ive made my decision). These phases relate to their thinking preference and its need for order and sequence.

i wanted to say this earlier but couldnt find the words earlier: you commented on hoping things would remain the same between you me and argie. i kno u dont like hopers, so if you really want things to remain the same you would put much effort into doing so coz i kno i am, and i hope u and him do too! ^^ v

seriously id like to complete this analysis of vanessa but its 4 oclock and i need to sleep coz i got a lab visit tomorow. i shall continue this in another issue of jeremy's entropy.

btw i wanted to rate your personality on facebook but none of the criteria matches my relationship with you... if you get my tokyo drift hehehehehe.... plz dont copy my jokes

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