eternal repose

eternity began that summer. that summer i met the most important person to me in the world in my life up until now and from now on. a puzzle that interlocked wen we first met. the pouring rain stopped (rainy days) and my summer sky changed. even as i defied gravity, i couldnt deny the attraction that was forming between us. it was the first time in my life that ive wanted to make someone happy like this. my right hand reached out and my shadow repaints the stopped time. haha or sumthing along those lines (^^) howssit goin. been practicing that weird dance lately?? hahahaha teach me the moves wen you have perfected the style RAP SONGS RAP SONGS we do our raps and the crowd goes wild! lol

im not surprised that its taken me 2 hours to write this much! HAHAHA my head is full of forms and shapes that i cannot put into shape or form.

ive pressed backspace more than a 1000 times.

okay im gunna wash the dishes first....

tadaima!

dear vanessa,
reality striker, star stealer. ive decided to reinvent myself over and over and over and over and over and over and over again... but ive realised that wen the new day comes i reset and forget wat i was. i blame my dreams coz theyre so fkn weird and they dont make sense and wen i wake up im dazed and dont know wat im doing. im going to play piano again and play guitar again. going to get into shape. going to read more books. going to learn how to cook and learn how to sew. im going to invest in my dreamzzz and watch more anime & dorama and read more manga. ahhH too many things i want to do. ive been so busy being consumed in the reaction that i actually forgot i was an enzyme. ive been forgetting many things lately. anxiety and obsession. if i was to become one of the 2 i would become neither for it isnt in my protocol to be in such states. i almost become a product of the governments secret plan to control the population.

FAST FORWARD.....BRRRRRRRRRRMMMMMMMMM

lol sorry i just realised i was becoming a bit boring.

[ MY PRIVATE MOVIE. ]

rite now im on the deck of the boat look out into the starry night. constantly reminding myself that i am jeremy, i wish to the stars to remember my name, my face, my hobbies, my favorite food, my favorite flower, my favorite pose etc. one by one they fade and disappear as if to remember one part of me until one star remained. a beautiful maiden then appears from where the last star was and she came down from the sky. i stare intently and shed a tear for the beauty that she beholds was more shimmering silver than the moon. she takes me into her arms and whispers "i took all those stars away. i wont forget...". she then slowly makes her way back to the sky where she shone ever so brightly. i fell in love. the legend of the star stealer all begins here.

[ to be continued... ]

coffee has invaded my morning ritual. coffee + 2 smokes. that is my contract, the contract ive sold myself to. uni doesnt start unless ive fulfilled the contract. no one gets in the way. but it will all end as uni comes to a close. imagine wat would work be like...

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laugh out too loud = lotl coz its late and u cant lotl

its a shame. the dream is over.

jabye