do the ends justify the means?

an argument with too many answers and all depends on context. wat ends do we wish to achieve and wat are the considerable actions to take? everything was meant to be so simple if only there were no ends to justify any means. simplicity is a dream as such that is only truly appreciated within the confinements of ones mind. with no other opinions, no other criticism, no other suggestions, then it would be as it would be; simple. distant voices lowers the bridge and allow entrance into the world of simplicity and create reason. simplicity dissolves and reason becomes the support. simplicity in that context is but a fleeting dream. but then wats simple if there was no hard? during this time of the night i often think to myself why is hard harD when hard can be overcomed with great effort? it sounds too simple. why must we always bound ourselves to situations?? for many nights same question is asked and no answer. but one time it came to me, if there is no answer then that makes it a stupid question. it makes the question seem unreasonable and pending for an answer is a sad excuse to pass time. it is now my nature to always ask why why why. and my thirst and hunger to explain why and reasons for why grows. why do u ask? because there was no impossible. impossible was a goal created by those wished to be confined in the simplicity of satisfaction. of course obviously there is those impossibles with reason, but i speak of those impossibles that were made to be possible. if life is a test, then i hope im reading onto the correct criteria for it. no.... im rewording that. IF the life i make is a test, then im DEFINITELY reading on the criteria of the life im making (this is totally off topic but i might as well start going off here). i think im trying to make sense of what my humanity is consisted created from my experiences. allow me to explain some useless useful facts: actions speak louder than words because words were only used for communication, but incidently why does words move us? i could reword that to why do we allow ourselves to become moved by words? is it because there is a form of satisfaction that is born from becoming moved or being moved? the answers to such questions depends on the satisfaction that you desire. my favorite question became: are you satisfied? i want to seek where do the faults lie and who created life to become such a complex process of living. the way we depict, perceive, and process things that happen in life become so stapled into wat we know wat to do. i want to break the rules. ooo im going to change the way i do it just a bit. eg. 'love relationships' are perceived as such that we take them for granted and prefer to keep them ephemeral. we enjoy creating the tension between another and then allow it to well up just enough so we could allow it to glow and be able to hold it in our hands. from then we have the choice to destroy that glow and throw it away either because of slight misunderstandings and misconceptions between love for one and love for oneself, or because we want to create another tension again between sumone else because of dissatisfaction of no more tension between the previous. it happens everywhere and some may be comfortable with it, but im not comfortable at all. wat is the point of giving oneself only to be rejected and then to redo it again and again, wen such cycles only make you sad, and sadly to say, only to become less sadder with everytime its done? some may say its for experience... wat EXPERIENCE??? the same experience everyone else feels?!?! i really dont get it. wen will people become satisfied with the way it is? i simply just cannot accept the things the way are but at the same time ive accepted it. in my own little way i want to change the way i do things and create something that can satisfy me. ive simply accepted that i live in a dissatisfied society in their dissatisfied world, but ive created/creating a space where i kno i can be satisfied. yes im satisfied with the way things are. im not satisfied with the fact i talk/think too much and create useless loopholes. i've got someone who can understand me and accept me wholeheartedly and listen to me when i rap my lyrics, but most importantly ive got someone who i can also understand and accept and listen too and also wish to protect and make her smile and laugh with tears in her eyes. we love the way we are bound to each other. if my ends justify her means (and vice versa) then i need not say anymore.

oh no wat if something were to happen? then that something will happen and for reasons that are known/unknown i am still here. at least im not so indecisive like other people. im a little proud that i can make statements that i kno i can live upto. life will go on, but i will always be here. if you think my words are pretty then you should see just how beautiful my actions are.

Q: do the ends justify the means?
A: yes.... on certain days...sometimes hahaha